Day 549-553 Positive vs. Negative

I haven’t written for a few days now. No, I haven’t been on holiday, which normally prevents me from doing so, but had bigger and smaller tasks to carry out. First of all, to ignore negativity sneaking into my current happiness. The strangest thing we Hungarians can be extremely good at, the wide range of from sprinkling to bombarding each other with negativity n times of happiness. Finally I am excited about something, but all I can hear around me: ‘Calm down!’ ‘Be prepared for the worst!’ ‘Don’t think it is all going to be easy!’ I wonder why we are so not programmed to be happy for others. TO EXPRESS HAPPINESS IN A GIVEN MOMENT ABOUT A GIVEN SITUATION DOES NOT MEAN REALITY DOES NOT LIVE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. PLEASE LET ME BE HAPPY, AS LONG AS I CAN AND DON’T TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT THIS HARD EARNED HAPPINESS! THANK YOU VERY MUCH :-)