Day 290 “Happy-Society”

What a day! Finally did some of the alterations around 4pm. I went to bed 3am last night and slept until 3pm this afternoon. I had some dreadful nightmares and tried to find out what triggered the low. Apparently I wasn’t the only one, who had an unwelcomed roller coaster ride during the Jubilee weekend. I was so looking forward to the BBQs and the picnic, but I just dwelled in the raindrops as I let my days off to soak. I am actually really looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. I set with Janoska & Dincike around the dining table this afternoon and shared my state. And as we talked I slowly felt better and better and by the time my dinner guests arrived, I was almost back to my normal self. First rule: talk about it with people who are genuinely interested in my well-being. I think our society has lost the aesthetics of feeling low. We no more dare to seek the value of that state in the “Happy-Society”, which imposes our weaknesses on us as soon as we engage with the authenticity of lowness.