Day 195 Lent on The Land of No Temper

The solution is…to give up church activity for lent. This might sounds contradictory at first, but makes more sense than one could expect. I lost Jesus on the way since we started Mission Year. To be on an inner city mission team this is a problem. I have been waiting for finding Him again in all the stuff I got involved with in the church, but it hasn’t happened. It also became apparent after I started to feel the weakness in my limbs, back and chest that the exhaustion is still a major threat and it is enough if I overdo it for a month to get knocked out, and therefore during Lent instead of serving in the church I am going to restore my relationship with God. Instead of rushing around to do what needs to be done I am going meditate on His word. Instead of pleasing other’s needs, I am going to give priority to my prayer life. Basically I am going to change around the most important on my list from others to God. And because this is England, The Land of No Temper, finding peace is fundamental when it comes to do the washing up…