Tuesday, 13 December 2011

Day 127 Counter-Productive Generosity

Since I handed in the thesis, I couldn’t really rest. I got to bed so late and there is so much to do. I suppose it kind of built up and now it is the sorting out time. I went to Connect Group this evening. It was great to see the people.

Something has been occupying my mind since I finished, but it looks like it is going to be solved. I haven’t started translating Perfectly Imperfect World yet and most likely I won’t have time before the holidays. I got commissioned to make huge angel wing, which is quite exciting, so that is priority until I go home.

I am just still so tired after handing in, that it is almost not real. I keep falling asleep with my hands on the keyboard. There is so much to write about. Feeding the ducks, getting into kids church more, finding my feet after breaking up with Monsieur Thesis, but the financial strains of the last few months just makes me physically and emotionally tired. But I cannot write about what has been happening. I just need the Christmas holiday now to be able to process things properly. Well, I did ask God at the beginning of Mission Year to show me the areas I need to change, however hard it was going to be. Over generosity and over compassion can be counter-productive and it is always difficult with people when it comes to finances.

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