Sometimes things just get confused by miscommunication, assumptions and what is worse worry and anxiety. And as we all have different experience and support we often make the mistake of thinking we know exactly what the other person needs and in reality we just misjudge their situation.
One minute we think things are getting close to the state when we can put them in a nice box on the shelf and put a tick on the list. And the very next minute we have to realise we put it in the wrong box and on the wrong shelf and we even ticked the wrong thing what`s more on the wrong list.
After so many times it happens, you just get far too tired of getting stressed about trying to find the right boxes and putting the things in them on the right selves, And just say I can`t be bothered at this moment.
This is how I feel today, after highs and lows during the last 24 hours.
Yesterday I went to a Baptist congregation in Szeged and gave a presentation about the Mozambican Youth Ministry. I met some really lovely people there and we shared a lot about faith. My cousin asked on the way if I brought any of the Vondores dress photos, but I said no. That evening was meant to be Mozambique`s.
Today I got an e-mail with a possible job I might be able to have and after I found out because I haven’t got far enough with the thesis I might not be able to do Mission Year. That came as quite a shock after I left my job and accommodation, thinking it was all agreed. Everything happens for a reason, and we have to trust it is for the best reason. And because this is all based in England, I leave it like that.
But as a Hungarian I just have to say: The******* ********* ** **and ******** *************** ********* ******* ** **** ** ****** *********a************* ** ******* an ********** ** **** ********* *or ********** ******** * ********** ****** **** ******* **** ****** then.
Translated back to English: I am sincerely disappointed! But considering the complexity of the situation and the unfortunate circumstances of my current living conditions the prior arrangements we have made with the mutual agreement of all parties need to be reconsidered in order to gain the best outcome for all parties on the long term.
Naivety is a bitter-sweet virtue of human kind and mine therefore let`s hope I have once again learnt a good lesson. Of, well tomorrow is a new day!
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